38 posts tagged “mobile moments”

Had a sudden urge to blog. So here I am. Nothing really I wanna blog about for this entry, other than the mindless blabber.

Random thoughts: staying in town is good. You are near everything. And cab fares are cheaper too, provided you don't hit any ERPs.

Yet another random thought, 'All 3 of us are the same, we all have one kinda attitude.' i reckon that's why we are such good friends. We goof around, scream and shout at each other, laugh at each other and the jokes. But deep down, we know we care frantically about each other.

Okay now, was suppose to be a random urge to blog about nothing. Seems like I've got quite a fair bit going on.

Jasper's new place is on a whooping 25th foor. We caught the countdown fireworks on the 50th floor. The fireworks were mesmerizing.

It's been a while since the 3 of us spend some time on our own. And the simple countdown to 2010 was more than enough. :)

Am now lying on my bed at Jasper's. Dan's making strange mumbling noises and Jasper's sleeping with his comical face on.

Got to love them. Seriously. Haha.

2009's been a year of lessons.

Be it lessons of human relations or with colleagues. Or lessons about life as a whole. It was also a year (at least in the last quarter) that saw me becoming more comfortable with myself.

There are aspects that I'm still working on. There are some aspects that I deem as secondary and would only get to them later. Give me time and you would see.

In the year 2009, I fell in love. Those moments, although short, was one hella of rush. Like fireworks, it was damn pretty and mesmerizing but it was also darn short. I just realised I just repeated myself twice.

In the year 2009, I made new friends and forged stronger friendships with the ones that has always been with me. Its really nice to see familiar faces after a while.

In the year 2009, I made a career switch. A major career switch. Left the safe harbors of my previous office and headed out towards the unknown. The new job has its fair share of woes, but it was made easier with insane and sane colleagues. Wouldn't have survived it if not for them. In the short span of 3 months (and counting), I have seen so much and learnt so much too. I am sure that there are so much more to learn in the future.

In the year 2009, the family saw 2 new additons. The first one was Richie. My mum and dad rescued him while he was roaming around the neighborhood with his doggy friend. Didn't manage to catch the other dog. Kinda feel sad for the other one. He's now very happy with Nicole, chasing balls and barking whenever we get home.

The second addition is my Brother's soon to be wife! Feels kinda weird initially to have her around the place, but we are getting along mighty fine now. I think she's nice.

So, my 2009 in all its naked glory. Kinda not too much if you looked at it like that. But the entry you read just now took one year in the making and it better be good.

2010 here we come!

These days I've been thinking if somehow somewhere, I lost myself in all the things that have been going on around me.

Day in day out, I'm thinking of work. Thinking of how I can climb that ladder faster and how I can make my mark in this industry. Call it the hunger for social status if you want. But seriously, we all need the money to survive. And if I want that kinda of money to substain my lifestyle and my family, I have to succeed.

i look at my friends sometimes and wonder to myself how great would it be if I did not have to pay for the household bills. I would be able to fend for myself. But then again, I know that it is only right that I am doing so. And I'm gladly doing it, or at least I ain't complaining about it. I think.

i see my friends up the social ladder or with people they love and I think to myself, 'I'm sure I'll be there some day as well. I just need to work hard and be patient.'. I just wished I'm there now. But. Oh well.

There is so much I wanna do and can do.

i know I can and its just a matter of time.

I just don't like the wait.

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Yeah, the subject says it all. I'm tired of myself at this point of my life.

Now don't get me wrong, I still love myself as much. Its just.. Hmm.. How should I put this?

Like some song's lyric: "I rather break mirrors than promises". Sounds simple enough, but it means alot. The first person that I am letting down is myself. If I can't even get by myself, let alone the issue at hand.

i'm sure I will get through this somehow.

I'm just tired of myself for the time being.

Tired.

Somehow, I can't help but feel this way. A strange kinda out of place feeling.

I don't really wanna move on, but if the situation proves otherwise, I might jolly well be the first to move.

Get my drift?

Haven't had the chance to properly sit down in front of my laptop to surf leisurely on the net these days. 2 time Grammy winning Soweto Gospel Choir was in town recently and my company was their promoter. Lovely, lively people I must say. Was a insane 3 days, but managed to get through it with my 2 colleagues.

Thank goodness we have each other. Otherwise, neither one of us on our own would have managed.

This got me thinking.

Seriously, one huge factor in whether you enjoy your work is your colleagues. I've had my fair share of ups and downs in the relationship department of my colleagues, be it current or previous colleagues. We learn from each other, and learn how to deal with difficult people together. Am loving my job so far not just because of the nature of the job, but also because of the insane colleagues I've got.

:) Lets' hope none of them would read this ever.

September, October, November and now December came and passed so quickly! Amidst all the events and running, it feels like I've been working with my colleagues for a long long long time. Where in fact, I have only been here for barely over 3 months.

Just realized that my writing style, or at least in this blog has changed rather drastically. Long gone are the weird-hard-to-understand emo poems. Instead, we came to see an era of short entries over long stretches of time.

And right now, as you are reading this, you would have come to realise that I'm in a stage where words just flow as I think of them with minimal proof reading and editing. So please do pardon me if there are silly typos and ridiculous spelling mistakes.

Christmas is here before I know it. Events after events has taken its toll on me, constant fatigue and a new level of addiction to coffee has left me a very unhealthy person indeed. Let's hope the recent addition of a slight exercising regime and better scheduling would bring me on speed with the rest of the world again.

This entry is getting,in particular, more and more casual, brainless talk.

Oh Well.

Let's all head back to our little hermit selves in a front we call Reputation.

See ya when I see ya!

Had a rather interesting day today if I may say.

Started off the day with a rather nostalgic bus ride. Almost boarded the wrong bus service route, lucky me that I decided to check the good old trusty bus service information board. Else I would have ended up at Shenton rather than Marina Square.

Madness began when afternoon came and saw us running around like headless ants trying to fit a human sized puzzle together. Okay, maybe I'm a wee bit dramatizing it. But you get the point.

Soweto Gospel Choir was fantastic in their own ways. Not the so typical quiet and elegant Gospel Choir, but they were exploding with energy the moment they were on stage. The audience loved them. Standing ovation,what else can I say?

There was really something spritual about the small chunk I heard live. Will ponder on that.

Any o how, its time to rest this weary body of mine. Gonna have to wake up real early tomorrow morning.

Gooooooooooooooooooooooood Night people.

Night.

Dwirt Joseph Ang

It's usually nights like this that I lie on my bed and not sleep.

It's one of those rare nights,that I am unable to fall asleep the moment I hit the pillows. Could be the heatiness that's making me sweat in this cool weather Singapore hardly gets. Or it could be the fact that my brain just refuses to stop processing thoughts and go to rest.

You know what? I think its neither. None of the two.

I've been thinking of life, like we all do. Constantly thinking of what to do for the next step, plotting our every moves and every action. And it doesn't help that I plan events for a living.

People who knows me and have seen, by chance, me alone on a bus ride would think I'm zoning out looking at the far distance. They think Dwirt's taking it easy and just spacing out.

Sometimes I am.

Sometimes, my thoughts are moving as fast as the sights and scenery that passes by really quickly. So am I the one who's moving really fast amongst the slow. Or am I the one who's being moved along by the bus that's the one that's fast?

I wondered if I have moved at all since the last time I looked back. I reckon I did, be it in another direction or taken on a new perspective, it is undeniable that I have indeed moved.

I confuse myself sometimes.

I ask the person in the mirror every morning, 'Who are you?'.

Yet there are days, when I look into the mirror and see the good old Dwirt looking back.

heh..

I think I'm not gonna read this entry the second time roind and just post it.

Yeah, like how I go about in life.