Somehow, I can't help but feel this way. A strange kinda out of place feeling.

I don't really wanna move on, but if the situation proves otherwise, I might jolly well be the first to move.

Get my drift?

Haven't had the chance to properly sit down in front of my laptop to surf leisurely on the net these days. 2 time Grammy winning Soweto Gospel Choir was in town recently and my company was their promoter. Lovely, lively people I must say. Was a insane 3 days, but managed to get through it with my 2 colleagues.

Thank goodness we have each other. Otherwise, neither one of us on our own would have managed.

This got me thinking.

Seriously, one huge factor in whether you enjoy your work is your colleagues. I've had my fair share of ups and downs in the relationship department of my colleagues, be it current or previous colleagues. We learn from each other, and learn how to deal with difficult people together. Am loving my job so far not just because of the nature of the job, but also because of the insane colleagues I've got.

:) Lets' hope none of them would read this ever.

September, October, November and now December came and passed so quickly! Amidst all the events and running, it feels like I've been working with my colleagues for a long long long time. Where in fact, I have only been here for barely over 3 months.

Just realized that my writing style, or at least in this blog has changed rather drastically. Long gone are the weird-hard-to-understand emo poems. Instead, we came to see an era of short entries over long stretches of time.

And right now, as you are reading this, you would have come to realise that I'm in a stage where words just flow as I think of them with minimal proof reading and editing. So please do pardon me if there are silly typos and ridiculous spelling mistakes.

Christmas is here before I know it. Events after events has taken its toll on me, constant fatigue and a new level of addiction to coffee has left me a very unhealthy person indeed. Let's hope the recent addition of a slight exercising regime and better scheduling would bring me on speed with the rest of the world again.

This entry is getting,in particular, more and more casual, brainless talk.

Oh Well.

Let's all head back to our little hermit selves in a front we call Reputation.

See ya when I see ya!

Had a rather interesting day today if I may say.

Started off the day with a rather nostalgic bus ride. Almost boarded the wrong bus service route, lucky me that I decided to check the good old trusty bus service information board. Else I would have ended up at Shenton rather than Marina Square.

Madness began when afternoon came and saw us running around like headless ants trying to fit a human sized puzzle together. Okay, maybe I'm a wee bit dramatizing it. But you get the point.

Soweto Gospel Choir was fantastic in their own ways. Not the so typical quiet and elegant Gospel Choir, but they were exploding with energy the moment they were on stage. The audience loved them. Standing ovation,what else can I say?

There was really something spritual about the small chunk I heard live. Will ponder on that.

Any o how, its time to rest this weary body of mine. Gonna have to wake up real early tomorrow morning.

Gooooooooooooooooooooooood Night people.

Night.

Dwirt Joseph Ang

It's usually nights like this that I lie on my bed and not sleep.

It's one of those rare nights,that I am unable to fall asleep the moment I hit the pillows. Could be the heatiness that's making me sweat in this cool weather Singapore hardly gets. Or it could be the fact that my brain just refuses to stop processing thoughts and go to rest.

You know what? I think its neither. None of the two.

I've been thinking of life, like we all do. Constantly thinking of what to do for the next step, plotting our every moves and every action. And it doesn't help that I plan events for a living.

People who knows me and have seen, by chance, me alone on a bus ride would think I'm zoning out looking at the far distance. They think Dwirt's taking it easy and just spacing out.

Sometimes I am.

Sometimes, my thoughts are moving as fast as the sights and scenery that passes by really quickly. So am I the one who's moving really fast amongst the slow. Or am I the one who's being moved along by the bus that's the one that's fast?

I wondered if I have moved at all since the last time I looked back. I reckon I did, be it in another direction or taken on a new perspective, it is undeniable that I have indeed moved.

I confuse myself sometimes.

I ask the person in the mirror every morning, 'Who are you?'.

Yet there are days, when I look into the mirror and see the good old Dwirt looking back.

heh..

I think I'm not gonna read this entry the second time roind and just post it.

Yeah, like how I go about in life.

It's been a while isn't it? Haven't been updating this world wide web space of mine.

Got a new job, moved on with life and pretty got moving towards where I wanna be in life.

But there is just this little naggy thing at the back of my mind. Can't seem to shake it off. It gets really bad especially on Sunday nights.

Oh well.

Abrupt end to a short entry of mine. Let's hope I would be posting more entries soon.

Till then.

Dwirt Joseph Ang
Sent from my Mobile Device

I have been thinking.

I wonder,

if anyone anymore visits this place of my mine I call Dwirt's Destination.

if that certain someone has ever paused and thought how I would feel since.

if I would ever make it out here in this wide weary world.

if I could ever smile and walk into office, greeting everyone with a hearty good morning.

if I wondered hard enough, would all the stuff I just said happen?

I wonder...

Pattaya Baby 213ee

It's gonna be a long road ahead.
But we'll get there somehow, someday.

Together, hand in hand.

:)

I used to go to the movies with you. It's been a while now, but I still go to the movies. It is a lot less painful now.

I used to take long bus rides with you. I still take long bus rides. Just without you.

I used to look forward to the every sms you'll send. I still am. Just that you don't sms me anymore.

I'm still just me. And you're still just you.

Like chopsticks, we're always a pair but never together.

I used to go to places with you. I still do, just less frequent now. And i'm usually alone now.

I'm getting used to this now. It doesn't hurt as bad now.

I'm used to it now.

I'm used to it.

I'm used to,

I'm used.

I am.

我爱你卢广仲

曾 曾经在我眼前 却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐 好像你的双眼
我爱你 快回到 我身边

好不好 好不好 好不好
答案没有什么好不好
不知道 不知道 不知道
不知道是什么好预兆
好不好 好不好 好不好
答答答答答答答答答
不知道 不知道 不知道
不知道是什么好预兆

太阳公公出来了 他对我呀笑呀笑
我爱你 你知不知道

曾经在我眼前 却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐 好像你的双眼
我爱你 快回到 我身边

好不好 好不好 好不好
答答答答答答答答答
不知道 不知道 不知道
不知道是什么好预兆

太阳公公出来了 他对我对对我对我
笑呀笑 我爱你 你知不知道

曾经在我眼前 却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐 好像你的双眼
我爱你 快回到 我身边

太阳公公出来了 他对我呀
笑呀笑 我爱你 你知不知道

曾经在我眼前 却又消失不见
我不要比赛交白卷
电影里的配乐 好像你的双眼
我爱你 快回到 我爱你 快回到
我爱你 快回到 我身边