I have been thinking.
I wonder,
if anyone anymore visits this place of my mine I call Dwirt's Destination.
if that certain someone has ever paused and thought how I would feel since.
if I would ever make it out here in this wide weary world.
if I could ever smile and walk into office, greeting everyone with a hearty good morning.
if I wondered hard enough, would all the stuff I just said happen?
I wonder...
I used to go to the movies with you. It's been a while now, but I still go to the movies. It is a lot less painful now.
I used to take long bus rides with you. I still take long bus rides. Just without you.
I used to look forward to the every sms you'll send. I still am. Just that you don't sms me anymore.
I'm still just me. And you're still just you.
Like chopsticks, we're always a pair but never together.
I used to go to places with you. I still do, just less frequent now. And i'm usually alone now.
I'm getting used to this now. It doesn't hurt as bad now.
I'm used to it now.
I'm used to it.
I'm used to,
I'm used.
I am.
我爱你卢广仲
曾 曾经在我眼前 却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐 好像你的双眼
我爱你 快回到 我身边
好不好 好不好 好不好
答案没有什么好不好
不知道 不知道 不知道
不知道是什么好预兆
好不好 好不好 好不好
答答答答答答答答答
不知道 不知道 不知道
不知道是什么好预兆
太阳公公出来了 他对我呀笑呀笑
我爱你 你知不知道
曾经在我眼前 却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐 好像你的双眼
我爱你 快回到 我身边
好不好 好不好 好不好
答答答答答答答答答
不知道 不知道 不知道
不知道是什么好预兆
太阳公公出来了 他对我对对我对我
笑呀笑 我爱你 你知不知道
曾经在我眼前 却又消失不见
这是今天的第六遍
电影里的配乐 好像你的双眼
我爱你 快回到 我身边
太阳公公出来了 他对我呀
笑呀笑 我爱你 你知不知道
曾经在我眼前 却又消失不见
我不要比赛交白卷
电影里的配乐 好像你的双眼
我爱你 快回到 我爱你 快回到
我爱你 快回到 我身边
I miss myself.
My old self.
It seems like I am always missing the bus.
I made a dash for the bus, running for my dear life. And those that know me, would know that I don't do dashing and running very often.
I waved, I flagged, the door closed, the bus captain drove off. I am sure he saw me. I mean, who can miss a running elephant?!
What do I do? Blamed the uncle who spoke to me as I was walking out of my office, holding me back for that 3 seconds.
Dumb me. Who else can I blame but myself?
This ain't the first time I've missed the bus. While the rest of the world is sitting comfortably on the bus ahead, I sit at the bus stop.
Waiting.
Waiting..
I could have checked the online bus service, but I did not.
I could have texted in to the bus services, but I did not.
So what have I been doing?
I want to run with you.
I want to run with you, you, you and you.
I want to run with You.
But I know.
It should be:
I want to run with You.
I want to run with you.
I want to run with you, you, you and you.
So there I am with you,
in a world where you and I run hand in hand,
in a world where you and I are one,
in a world where you don't exist.
And so there I am with you, you, you and you,
the days of my life and my life to be,
the days of two and two and one,
the days of one.
And there I am with You,
or rather You with me,
or rather You have always been with me,
You must have been with me that I know.
They have no idea don't they?
This is the way I guess things will be and would be.
The reason why I stayed out when I know I badly need it is that of I would stay out and I can't bring it out.
The sun would always be bright and cheery to the people on Earth.
But up here on Mars, I get scorched real bad.
Wanna try?
Its been a while since I have last blogged proper.
I guess its just everything else that has taken up too much time.
Then again, I can feel this really long entry coming really soon.
Till then..

eh. i drop by to read ok. can you update now and then? it's dusty. i mean your blog! read more
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